The ride begins....pre-anesthesia appt tomorrow

Going in tomorrow for the pre-anesthesia appt. This is before the surgery next week on the 11th. They are going to put it in my right upper arm. I hope it works and no fallout from it. Worried a bit about it. Just hoping all goes well.

Life is turning and turning
My world is leaving
A new one is starting
Hoping for happiness
Hoping for love
Hoping for health
Hoping that all turns out for ultimate best

Let me tell you about the steroid inhaler...it was the culprit to my headache! It raises my bp high which causes a headache - severe. So the primary doctor prescribed me yet another $25 inhaler. I cannot figure out how to use it. When I did it, it did not work through the night like the steroid inhaler. The new one is the Flovent. It is weird to use. The old one is Symbicort. I think I may stay with the Symbicort, maybe every other night. Congestion has started in my lungs too, don't know if it is from the Asthma or a cold. The pulmonologist had me go in for a CT of my lungs. Will find out Monday how that went. SO MUCH is going on that it is all going by in a blip.

Went to Chinatown with daughter and her bf. We had a great time. Picked up some Green Tea and Ginger Tea. Ate at King Taco and it was pretty good.

GFR 15 Vein mapping, dialysis and confusion

I cannot concentrate, nausea, headache, vomiting, hiccups, itchy and tired all day every day. They have put in a referral for vein mapping so I can get set up for an AV fistula. This is what I have talked about for 7 years and it is here. My nerves are going. I know this will save my life and let me live longer. I just want it to work and make me feel better. Then my kids can relax and stop worrying. I think it is time for a therapist.
I'm going to journal all the things going on with me before so when I get better I can appreciate it all.