Vein mapping on the 10th

Getting a surgical consult for the AV fistula on the 10th. NOT looking forward to that. So much with my health lately that I am going cuckoo. I was told I had Whooping Cough with my Asthma. COUGHING is a PAIN all over!
Going to Vegas for my baby's 21st bday on the 3rd and 4th. Should be very interesting!

Waiting for the vein mapping referral

Doing okay this week, seem to be the same as last week. The coughing is way worse than before. Going to see the primary doctor tomorrow, please let him help me. I am so tired of being told stupid stuff and given more meds that do not work. JUST FIX ME!!!

GFR 15 Vein mapping, dialysis and confusion

I cannot concentrate, nausea, headache, vomiting, hiccups, itchy and tired all day every day. They have put in a referral for vein mapping so I can get set up for an AV fistula. This is what I have talked about for 7 years and it is here. My nerves are going. I know this will save my life and let me live longer. I just want it to work and make me feel better. Then my kids can relax and stop worrying. I think it is time for a therapist.
I'm going to journal all the things going on with me before so when I get better I can appreciate it all.

Awww depression....

yes it has set in. Such an assbiter as this makes any moment suck. I have fleeting spots of happiness - my kitten, my dog, tv shows....but right at this moment I cannot pinpoint what is depressing me.